everything will be OKAY.

full time student.

part-time job at law school.

part-time job as personal assistant.

production manager of kcn2011.

sigh, i feel so worn out. when did life become so busy? for the past week i feel like i've been on auto-pilot. like in the movie click, where adam sandler just fast forwards his life and sees himself living it but doesn't remember? he doesn't know what the hell happened but all he knows is that time has passed? i feel like that. i look back in my week and i'm like ..huh i did all of that? i look back in my planner and see all of these notes, marks, to do lists, errands, assignments, tests and i'm like ..wow that happened already?

i seriously just need to take a step back, pause, breathe, and relax. and sleep (the thing on my to-do list that i haven't ever gotten around to doing).

psalm 91:1-5. He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will abide in the shadow of the Almighty. I will say to the Lord, "My refuge and my fortress, my God, in whom I trust." For he will deliver you from the snare of the fowler and from the deadly pestilence. He will cover you with his pinions, and under his wings you will find refuge; his faithfulness is a shield and buckler. You will not fear the terror of the night, nor the arrow that flies by day.

i love these verses. it gives me a sense of calm. and i always tend to go back to these verses. i love the fifth verse, "you will not fear the terror of the night, nor the arrow that flies by day". for some reason though i don't just see one arrow that comes toward me. i see arrowS. i mean seriously who only goes through one single struggle or is faced with one problem in an entire day? there are multiple struggles to overcome or deal with. but then in the end i guess it is just one arrow, sin..

but God is faithful. and He will take my hand and lead me through. and make sure that I don't fear the crazy billion things i have to do for the whole day but that i will trust that everything will be OKAY. i can't stress that enough. everything will be OKAY. God makes all things work together for my good. for OUR good!